Vantage point and him

Eto na ang dahilan ng lahat kung bakit ako nagbblog. hehe It's because of some guy na tawagin na lang nating S. I was with him last night, kasama yung friend nya at nanood kami ng Vantage Point sa Trinoma. I super love Dennis Quaid, but with him beside me, kamusta naman at naloka ako. I don't know if I like him in the like way. Basta pag kasama ko siya, I feel at ease, and happy. Kaya lang,I know he likes my other friend (na hindi namin kasama) and I have a feeling that he's texting her all throughout the movie. Ilang beses ko nang sinabi sa sarili ko na I won't go out with him anymore kahit na magkaibigan kami. Actually, wala talaga sa plano na isama ko siya sa movie. I mean, I'll be ok by myself sa moviehouse. Kaysa naman katabi siya and his thoughts are elsewhere. Kaya nga lang, I ended up going with him anyway. Gawrsh

Masokista ata ako eh. Bakit ba hinahayaan kong masaktan ako dahil sa kanya? I mean, sino ba siya ha? At ilang times na rin nya ako nadisappoint, kaya nga I promised myself na I won't go out with him anymore eh. Gawrsh talaga. Though I'm really happy na he was with me, I think that the fun would have been more if I went by myself (kaya?!). Last na talaga 'to. Goodness...

Speaking of Vantage Point. I think the movie was great, kaya lang parang ang short lang nya but great nonetheless. Saka si Dennis Quaid un eh, hehe, kakainlove parin kahit matanda na siya. He's one of the very few Hollywood actors that I think gorgeous. And with few, I really mean few. The list is a short one, including Richard Gere and the old Harrison Ford.

Thought sharing: Pag pala madalas mo kasama isang tao, nalilimutan mo na magkaibigan lang kau. At nalilimutan mo rin na hindi dapat siya tingnan sa mata lest he finds out how you feel about him.

Another thought: May mga tao pala talagang manhid. Kala ko sa movies lang yon..

About Me

Right now, I'm currently a college student sitting in front of my laptop writing an essay about Faulkner and whatnot. Walang class ngayon in celebration of the People Power. It's already 12:48 and I still haven't taken my breakfast and probably will not take my lunch. Gusto ko sanang sabihing gloomy sunday for me pero Monday ngayon eh. LOL

I love reading. Even noong elementary ako, namumukod-tangi ako sa'min dahil isa ata ako sa iilan na nagpapakahenyo sa isang tabi. I read all sorts of books (except sa sci-fi) at nadala ko 'to sa highschool. Pero when I entered this university, I started to hate them LOL It's not just my hobby and pasttime anymore but my life. If I don't read, I'm dead.

Anime-Lover din ako, not a fanatic. I especially love Midori Days, and Lovely Complex. Namimili ako ng anime kaya hindi ako fanatic. Seriously, 'di naman lahat ng anime tingin ko maganda. May fanatic lang talaga. At dahil hopeless romantic ako, I love watching romantic asian films. Asian kasi tingin ko corrupted ang American romantic movies. They equate love sa sex. LOL I hate that, damn. Kaya 'di din ako mahilig sa american series maliban na lang kung hindi siya love story. Yung mga tipong CSI.

And I love music! It's my life. Hindi naman ako emo, haha pero I love hearing sad love songs. I think it's hard for an artist to sing something that will let the whole world know that he/she has been burnt. And iba ang vocal qualities pag sad love songs. It's soothing and relaxing. Like coming out of a dream.

So bakit ako nag-bblog? Considering that I hate Friendster and MySpace and YM? Wala lang. Sayang kasi net eh. LOL And nahihirapan na ako writing in my journal na wala namang nakakabasa. At least dito, anonymous (sana). So isa pa pala yon. I hate Friendster and anything related sa mga "keeping in touch with friends" daw dahil mas gusto ko ang mga intimate friends kaysa sa virtual presence. hehe I love long, intimate talks. Hindi yung simpleng batian na hi-hello because I want to be a part of someone. Yung alam mo na after kayong magusap, maiisip ka niya the rest of the day and magpapasalamat siya na you are a part of his/her life.

May complex ako, I know. But that doesn't stop me from thinking positively. Hindi ko tuloy alam kung optimistic ako o sadya lang loka-loka. LOL So I think this is it. Ito pa lang masasabi ko for now but I'll keep you posted. xoxoxo